UGH, T. I AM SO ANGRY. SO SO ANGRY. I don't think i've ever left your session so angry before, with such a curt "bye," and letting the outside door slam behind me as i left.

like i said, i REFUSE to believe what i talked to you about tonight constitues as "sex." Refuse.

I am so angry. NOt at you. At me. I wouldn't even pet or talk to my cat when I came home. I don't deserve his comfort.

I wish i had never talked about this.