I have a therapist but its hard to get appointments. One of my friends actually got assaulted by the same guy I did.... But things are rocky with her because I fell in love with her and she has a bf, everything is weighing down on me. I don't have many friends anyway, my closest friend lives 600 miles away but she doesn't understand how I feel, she listens but I need someone to actively console me if that makes sense. I don't talk with my grandparents (I live with them, I'm 17) because they are very stern and aren't good with consoling me, I have very limited contact with my mother and my sister but I do believe they would be the most help to me... But once again my grandparents are stern and wont let me talk to my mom and sister but I am seeing them this weekend and we may talk about it. Basically my availability for talking to people is very very limited (sorry this is so long /: )

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