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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte
So I've officially crashed, which obviously was going to happen.
I'm just so tired! And my boss at work is being so mean to me, which is what I deserve for being foolish and going off on her so often. I already have to do the work of three people and she keeps on giving me all this extra work to do, so I have to do the work of four people, which is impossible right now
I'm such a whiny baby. And after bawling hysterically at the back of the building yesterday, I've decided that I need some time off to straighten myself out. I'm a mess. I cant take a break though. I can't even think straight.
Anyway, I need some cheer.
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*Hugs to you* I hope that after your work hours, you are able to do certain things to unwind that make the day slightly calmer, whether it's guided meditation (I like to go to youtube for that) or reading inspirational material helps. You are not a whiny baby. I think anyone would have a very difficult time in your situation. She sounds like a very hard woman to deal with, and you don't deserve that. However, it's so hard coming to terms that there's nothing you can do to change people, but only your reaction to them.
That being said, my heart goes out to you! It's hard dealing with a boss like that, and I'd be crying in the back of a building too. Giving yourself a break (during your off hours) is of utmost importance right now, especially when you are also dealing with Bipolar. Also, trying to stay "in the moment" when you are off from work can help you decompress. Also, maybe looking for a new job would give you the ability to live a life that is less stressful. Just some things to think about. No matter what though, please try not to fault yourself! You are in a difficult situation.