I'm 17 years old and I was raped about 6 months ago [trigger]. Even before that whole assault occurred I envied people in relationships, it seemed no matter where I went romance and affection were crammed in my face. I have had previous ""relationships"" (I say it like this because they were over the internet) and they helped a little, I got verbal affection but never physical. I have only ever kissed 2 people in my life, once when I was 12 and the last time 6 months ago when I was raped [trigger]. I crave affection from someone and I always feel lonely even when I have friends I hang out with. I have been feeling lonely for about 2 years, some days are better than others. Every time I try to get away from people talking about their relationships (because it upsets me and reminds me of how lonely I am) it always comes back. Everyone always tries to convince me that I don't need to be in a relationship to be happy but my friends affection isn't enough. Human beings need affection. All of my family relationships are strained so thats a no. There is always an ache in my chest like its hollow from loneliness. Please someone help....

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