Is there something you can do that you enjoy and look forward to?
I understand being completely taken in by work to the point that you think about it while you are asleep, and become obsessed with problematic relationships there etc.
And to have people in your life who don't understand.
And to have severe financiaily problems.
And to be so freaked out that I can't read.
So I've been there.
Hang in...
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MT