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Originally Posted by CassyO
Through the decades I have met many people who have suffered terribly with depression, and a handful of people with psychosis. 100% of the time a bit of me identified with the people who were depressed. 0% of the time did I identify with the people in psychosis - although I was able to understand their world once they let me in. I identify with your posts here a lot - I would say that most of me identifies with your posts in their entirety probably 72% of the time. Thats a massive hit rate in my world!
Im being treated for many things - SH, Sui I, anxiety etc But right there up there - Im being treated for my Dissociative States. I am not being treated for depression or psychosis. That, along with your post - which sounds a little like you're quoting something someone has told you? To me, and my completely untrained, unqualified brains - we think you absolutely belong here.
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To be honest I wrote that while in a psychotic episode. I don't know where I posted about my crazy psychologist that thinks that a person cannot have more than 2 identities and started brainwashing me that they are just people who died and couldn't find another body so they all came in this one.I am kind of regretting posting the whole thing. Be it if I have DID or some kind of a personality disorder, I have something. Because I know through pictures and mother that in the past I acted very very different than now. So weather I am really alone or no, some kind of identity switch had to be there. There were videos of me being camera shy and not being able to perform while now I live on stage. I go to choir, I danced and I acted. I don't know, maybe it is just puberty hitting me but there was a personality changed for sure. And even now with my gender, I identify as gender-queer, past me identified as female (again from pictures and videos, I seemed a lot more comfortable with my body, not like now. I do not know what is going on, but for now I will focus on treating my Bipolar and after that I will move on to someone with whom I can talk about that issue and hopefully they believe in DID and personality disorders. Or maybe when the anti-psychotic starts working and I am psychosis free everything will come to normalization. We will see.