First of all, WELCOME! We're a great group here. I'm sure you will find a lot of support with us.

It's hard to get a real picture of what you're experiencing because you're not being very specific. What kind of feelings are you talking about? Do they relate to real things happening in life, or do they happen out of the blue? Quite often my bipolar symptoms happen due to something happening in life, but I know that it's bipolar because they are exaggerated (e.g. an anxiety attack over mild bad news rather than staying calm about it).