This is Psych Central tho....

Whatever your problem is, it IS a problem that maybe a little online advice could never "fix"...I think people here sometimes forget that we are not dealing with "normal" on PC. I know I do.
Other than telling you that you are stuck in a place that is not healthy, there really is very little else that I can say.

Admitting that you ARE stuck in a place that isn't good for you is the first step. The next would be a willingness to fix it. And that is all up to you.

OR:

If you think that your thought process is true and healthy, then...okay. You will have to figure out how to live with it and cease trying to fight the majority. Because that won't work for you. It's frustrating and pointless and a waste of energy.

So you have one of two roads to take here. Good luck on your journey.