Dear T,
Our session felt kind of weird today. I went in with stuff I wanted to talk about, but then couldn't really bring any of it up, though I tried at the end. But you ended things kind of abruptly, saying we had to stop. I guess that's what I get for mentioning how the session with MC had seemed short yesterday, but it was probably because he kept us longer Saturday. So you were trying to stick to your boundaries. Sent you an e-mail with some of what was in my head that I couldn't bring up. And, reluctantly, sent you a copy of the e-mail I sent MC last night. Kind of afraid of what you'll say to that. Really, to any of my e-mail. You'll probably just be like, "Those are some good thoughts, let's discuss next week." and that it's fine what I said to MC, or like it's up to him if he wants to answer and that you understand why I care about him. But still worried. And feel like, even though a few good things came out of the beginning of the session, like maybe I wasted the second half. Kind of wanted you to push more... Maybe you were a bit scattered, too? Now I just feel kind of sad...