Rough couple of days. My mind is going so fast with so much my body can't seem to catch up. I'm physically a zombie. I can't seem to do much purposeful action like doing the dishes, vacuuming etc. I've read a lot of Russian surrealism from the 70's, feeling like it speaks to me. Reacquainted myself with Hegel, read some other stuff too. That's all I can really manage right now. Reading and ruminating.

I had a situation where my prescriber dumped me bc I'm too complex but I found another prescribed at my clinic. My therapist helped me out. She thought the whole situation was handled poorly.

So basically I have to wait out the month like this, and I feel like my brain is going to pop. I have static and buzzing. I'm only on celexa prazocin and migraine stuff topamax and others from my neuro.

Aaaagggh!!!