noone said life was easy but it is hard very hard and we must find the will to do and go as we are intended to do. I lost my precious baby girl who was my world i go to bed at night and pray to god every single night not to wake up but when i wake in the morning all i think about is being mad at god all over again for letting wake up the pain is real and a great deal to deal with but always remeber people do care as i have found out through out the past few days please feel free to talk anytime take care and be safe.