Still itching. Stomach still so sick. Still not taking the meds because I'm scared of reaction. Depression has taken hold. I'm too sick and tired to even know where on earth to begin to get help. My life will be spent in bed sick. At least I have my bed. I feel like "what's the point to anything" I just exsist to be miserable and now I'm whiney on top of the whole sick thing. Everyone is tired of me being sick. See your doctor they say. The doctors throw pills at it. Nothing works. I feel defeated.