I've been on disability for almost two years. I don't tell people about my illness, and if they ask where I work I tell them I am retired. It's none of their business. Don't feel ashamed. You have chronic pain , and mental illness. Not everyone will understand, but those who matter will. I think you should listen to your husband, and then try and take up a hobby. Do something you enjoy. Hope tomorrow brings you a measure of peace.

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