My last pdoc told me I have no insight, but she was also horrible.

But she may have been right. I never know what's going on with me really. I can tell something isn't right though because things feel like they shift out of focus.

When I'm delusional, I don't think I am because I believe everything completely, and I always have the same delusions. If anyone even hints that I'm psychotic I get pissed and defensive, so it doesn't matter what anyone says. I don't even realize I'm hypo or manic until someone tells me.

Just my situation.