Hello Succonniews: The Skeezyks doesn't really have much to offer here. But I noticed no one had replied to your post. So I thought I would. I'm an older person. And part of what I have struggled with all of my life, in terms of mental health issues, is gender identity dysphoria. Based on this, I will tell you that from my perspective sexual orientation (as well as gender identity) issues can get really complicated & difficult to sort out. So my thinking is that investing in some individual therapy, with a therapist who is experienced in working with sexual orientation issues, may be a valuable endeavor. I wish you well...