I don't know how to add the trigger icon from Tapatalk, so just know that most of this post, probably all, can be triggering.

I ache so much. I've felt so depressed the past few days, not too surprising but this time is different. I feel like I've lost all hope, and I just want to cut all the time. It's all I can think about. I don't even really want to be alive anymore, but I couldn't do that to my family. I wish I was alone so I could do it though.

I'm just trying to get through one hour at a time. Haven't been able to let myself be unsafe, just the usual self-sabotage keeping me alive.

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