well the movie had limited seats and they were couches.. it was a couch theater. so we bailed. im back home now. my roommate and her fiance are watching a movie. im chilling in my room waiting to go to bed.

T told me today that he usually knows if ive been using bc it makes my psychosis come back out of nowhere. on saturday i thought he was in my brain listening to my thoughts. i texted him to get out and that i hate him. after he called my mom he said maybe now i wont get any more texts accusing me of being in your brain. i said um, yea. hopefully not. i have had a hard time admitting the drugs affect my psychosis. it was like i just didnt want to admit it and i would blame it on other factors. hopefully now my paranoia will subside. after my session with T my mom texted me "i love you". i thanked her for being understanding and willing to help me. she said she will do anything she can , and that i mean so much to her. i know i keep saying it- but i feel so relieved.

oh- my interview went ok. she asked a few interview-y questions. i think i did pretty well. she said she will contact me on friday or monday to let me know if i move forward to the face-to-face interview.

im off work til friday so im gonna have some free time.

good night yall