t,

i wanna tell you i love you. its been over a year since i first told you. i dont know why i feel the need to tell you again. i havent said it since i first said it. i also dont know why im scared to do it. i am just so appreciative for all you do for me. i cant believe you have stuck with me these past 6 years. things have been up and really, really down. you even said it was exhausting...the first 4 years. you mean so much to me T. i hope you know that. you have saved my life and i am forever grateful that ive met you and been on this healing journey with you... and will continue on..until i am recovered.

me