I have always had a difficult time in groups of any kind. I am too intense and I annoy people, and get under people's skin, and after a while I am just paranoid around everyone all the time. I feel unappreciated and unseen, and I end up wanting to quit everything. Miraculously I don't, but it compromises my experience and I worry about it. It is hard being bipolar at work cuz the hypomanic edge leads to good ideas, but the rest of the illness people can do without.
Dunno what to do...