I am not sure if I understand or not... you said 'some connections were realized'. So is it like you have new information and you are trying to fit it into your schema of things? Like information or connections that were previously dissociated, and you are trying to assimilate that information into what you already know?
If I have understood that correctly I can relate to that discombobulated feeling... that sense of having to adjust to a slightly different version of reality (and the questioning of it that goes along with that).