I felt like a complete failure because I couldn't do the simplest thing right. Then after the 7th attempt I just felt resigned. Plus I made peace with there probably is an afterlife and if there is there's no point trading one horrible life for another. I simply want not to exist in any form but as with so many many things this is just something else I'm too stupid to accomplish.
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach
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