Alone, hated, scared out of my mind. I would up tying a robe tie around my neck, and laid down. In the end I started screaming for help. I was in a group home at the time and was put on suicide watch. I'm glad I survived this attempt, it was the only one, today I see what I wouldn't have had I let myself die.
Since this I've been able to graduate, get married, have a daughter, and I even wound up stopping my own best friend from killing herself multiple times, and now she's getting the help she needs and she's told me she's grateful I had the heart and mindset to stop her countless times, she never really knew how I was able until I told her I once tried.