PC,

I'm giving up.....
I feel I"ve lost you...
I feel I've lost my T...
I feel I've lost my love.
A love I never really had........

These feelings aren't true but what is true is that I believe them and am pushing them away thinking they are pushing me away.......

How often do I e-mail my therapist I keep saying well she replies sometimes but if I do it as often as i NEED to she won't like me anymore.....

God I don't seem to have anyone anymore....why do I feel I've lost the support???????

SINKING SINKING

SINKING