i saw my psychologist yesterday and we did have a lot to catch up about in relation to my last hospital stay but the whole reason the doctors discharged me was to do this DBT group my psychologist runs privately that is all they talked about "do the DBT" "you need to do the DBT" well my psychologist didnt say anything about it yesterday and today i get this text from him saying that the group was full and i couldnt do it which means waiting over 20 weeks to do the next one possibly more than 30. i feel horrible i thought i could hold out for a few weeks (DBT was meant to start july) but not that long i dont want to end up in hospital again but i feel even worse then before i went in the first time the demons wont stop bothering me and i feel horrible i cant explain it i just i dont know what to do anymore. i am not longer at the house place so now it is like i have just been dumped out in the cold left to slowly freeze to death. i am supposed to see my psychiatrist tomorrow ugh idk anymore i am too tired for all of this. i told my psychologist i was fine to wait for the next group but i dont know what to do now.