Well, back from my appointment.

For some reason my brain refused to work. Was like a blubbering idiot trying to find the right words, or things to say. A was a bit like that this morning talking to my Mum, so I don't think it was anxiety per se. Oh well.

Anyway, his thoughts on hearing that I've applied for the college course are to see if that helps in anyway since he thinks the social isolation doesn't help.

Seems sensible to me. My next appointment is like 2-3 weeks into the course. Things might even resolve themselves a bit in the 3 months before I see him again. Can always call if things get hard.

Of course, symptoms are playing up a bit this morning though so can't win! Seems to be the way a bit... I'll be fine for large parts of the day, or a few days then they start bothering me again.

So, fingers crossed a) I get a place on the course & b) my symptoms stop bothering me.