Yeah, that's a good idea, but, you see, I live in a small town where everyone knows everyone. There are no "new" people here. Even although most of my friends moved away to the capital city (we were always connected with many people in the capital, too). The problem is that whenever I had friends from another cities they somehow became connected with people from my town, creating one big circle. People I knew who had nothing to do with my town now stick with others from my city and my old group of friends. I used to make a lot of my past friends meet my other friends, this way even couples and relationships were created. Now I'm left behind them all.

I also have to admit I'm scared to meet new people now in my life. For example, there are lot of girls on these queer forums who would love to meet me, but I'm just like, naaah.