I'm questioning its worth in my life. I feel like it's finally time to fully commit myself to stability and get on the wagon,as it were. I tend to only drink episodically as it is, but when I do my bipolar turns into an awful tornado. Up spins wilder and faster. Confusion comes quicker. Destruction, inevitable. Down gets more desperate and more isolating.
Do y'all drink? Have you quit?
I know it's the right thing to do but there's a block in my mind that I can't seem to hurtle myself over.
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