You are all so awesome! Thanks for all the hugs, squishees and support. I need them, believe me.

Carrie, Heather, Fuzzy, Ozzie, Ktp, Angela and Wendy - thanks so very much.

My job is as a security officer on third shift. I belong to a union and work at an automobile plant only six minutes from my house. The union kicks in around the next paycheck or so - before 90 days are up. I'm either at a post outside in the boondocks or inside the plant doing patrols and such.

My second job, if I can get a hold of the director, is as security at the local mall. But both jobs are in jeopardy and that really concerns me.

It gets tiring constantly going through this kind of stress, doesn't it? Then xmas is coming along with my son's b-day.

Tonight should be okay - I won't be able to act on those impulses. I'll be with someone my whole shift walking the plant, so I can't do anything.

One day down........how many more to go. Thanks again everyone. Keep them hugs coming please.......and prayers.