I guess this is the right forum since I don't know where it should go.

I get these weird episodes, usually at night. They have been happening way too often lately.

I call it "buzzy death". I like to name my weird things, I have no idea why.

I get all buzzy inside, almost like I am on narcotic pain killers, which is normally not a problem but I also get this horrible feeling in my head like I am dying or something. That triggers my anxiety which causes me to feel like I am having a heart attack. It is really hard to explain. All I can do is lay down and sleep it off. When I wake it feels like I shed a ton of dead skin or something, I feel lighter and my head feels clearer.

Maybe it is not MH or medication related, although the increase in the times it happens has coincided with an increase in geodon dosage. It could be related to my seizure disorder since it causes shaking, although I don't know if the shaking is completely internal or not.

It used to come on slowly but lately it hits me and I instantly drop. Last night I was fine and 10 seconds later was on the floor. I am going to call my pdoc and tell him I want to go back to my old dosage of geodon to see if that helps.

Does anyone else get something like this?