AWww, Tisha. Hugely head-spinning, this whole back-and-forth bit, isn't it?
Does it feel like you've made a decision? Or as though you-all are just refusing to decide?
Please do what will be a solid, healthy place for your life to be -- if that made any sense lol.
And yes, your posts here are full of good sense.

I shall rattle all my beads.
xo, Chyia