Well I managed to get a human again when I called the clinic, after being on hold for like 10 minutes. I hopefully won't have to deal with the stairs for a little while. I'm so sick of that clinic, they just want you coming in constantly.

I'm still really worried about the whole thing. I'm in a crappy situation. I'm really sick to death of everything.

I need help with the stairs. I don't know what I'm going to do.

And I have dementia and I'm afraid to tell anyone.