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Originally Posted by Cavegirl
why is my memory so f**ked up? why can't i remember the thing that i was just about to do one second ago. it drives me crazy! then that crazy, turns into another crazy and into another. it's a maddening snowball effect. i'm currently unemployed, broke, the bills are about to start piling up. my mental health is not good. how am i supposed to get a job when i am currently barely able to function?
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I have that too. I am very afraid I have dementia. I'm telling myself they've made some advancements since the late 1950s and I won't necessarily die alone and forgotten.
Everything this week is endangering my SSDI. I got mail saying if I plan to get a job, do blah blah blah. There is no way in hell I can manage a job.
Then the cop last night, then my meds today.
The world (my head) has a huge red destructo switch and everyone has been pulling it. I'm sick to death of everything.