This is where I'm coming from...

I'm finding it difficult to post. Difficult to connect with people. Difficult to come here and having no idea where to post, where to start reading. I'm finding it difficult to connect with people - and I know it's all my issue.

Something is up in my brain and I have no idea how to fix it.

Now this is what I know:

I still love and respect the lot of you.
I still am remotely sane. (haha)
I can get over this blah feeling and get back and start posting more again.

I just need some time. So I want to apologize to everyone who might feel I'm ignoring them (not my intention) and to everyone who thinks I'm an annoying pest (certainly feel that way). I don't want this to be an attention-seeking post. I really don't. I seem to be posting only to complain about stuff lately and that doesn't sit right with me.

I just feel like I'm slowly going crazy... crazier.

((((((((((everyone))))))))))))))

so that's up with me. to reach me as always, if you ever want to talk, send me a PM. thanks.