I can't say no, and I'm hoping I'm somehow wrong. But I am very afraid because I had been getting vague a little, until the last hospital stay, which after that has been losing mental ability hand over fist. I still wonder whether they did an ECT treatment on me by mistake.

I'm just having terrible difficulties with my memory and anything I need my memory for. I can barely even type a post now. I forget mid thought and have to pause while I try to remember what I wanted to say.