Hello charbronte: I'm sorry you are having such difficulty. A lot of us, here on PC, are here because we have few people, or no one, to talk to. So, you're in good company. I know PC isn't like real people in your life. But it can really help. Post your own threads & reply to lots of other members' posts, play games, join social groups, get involved in the chat rooms (if you're of a mind to do so...) It's all good. The Skeezyks sends you his best wishes...