This is driving me crazy. I made at least 100 combinations in the last few days. probably more. I only did 20 total. That is where I fell apart. I felt overwhelmed by all the numbers. I know things that happen now though. I don't want to sound crazy and say them. One of my rules is that I don't look back. I have stacks of paper between drawings, and I put them up when it's over and don't look back. All's I know is I've called 4 if not 5 of the numbers in the last several drawings, out of a subset of less than 25. I feel like I got this gift a few weeks ago and to not use it would be a terrible sin. If I don't play I think I'll have terrible anxiety. If I play again I need to finalize how much I'm spending and what my combinations are at least a day in advance. I can do this. It will help many people when I do.