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Originally Posted by cashart10
I do not intend for this to become too spiritual and/or religious and I don't wish to debate. I guess I just need thoughts. I am stuck between believing the truth and disintegrating in a lost mind.
I am desparate. I need to feel God's hand. I need to move past the crippling hold that such fear and such awareness of insanity bring to my being and to my reality.
Please someone carry me. Tell me I am not insane. Tell me I am not mad. I feel fragile, like I could break in a word...like I could suspend time in an instant...like my life is mine to spend as I wish.
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Your fear of going crazy is what's making you go crazy. Don't give in to the fear as this is what actually causes the "insanity." Instead tell yourself, "I don't give a f@ck if I go crazy."
If you truly believe in God, know that the kingdom of heaven is within you... not in buildings or on top of a cloud or somewhere outside of you. So if you are seeking God, search within you.