He would deny it but clearly he is. Despite me asking twice to get him to stop mentioning certain topics, he will just open a session with whatever it was I asked him not to talk about, then act like it was an accident. I had a breakdown yesterday, after such a session opener, then pleaded for him to see me later this week, and he just said "no Petra" and that I should just "think about it." Like I'm a bad child or something. I'm supposed to think about it, but I asked over and over think about what, and I'm not going to get an answer to that. He says I am obsessing, and I begged him to help me. I was already feeling pathetic, and now I feel humiliated. I guess I cried too much yesterday and that stressed him out. Maybe this is empathy fatigue on his part. Now, to make this self-pitying rant a question, how do I walk away gracefully from this? He suggests I see someone else, almost every session, then denies he doesn't want to see me anymore when I ask. It's clear he doesn't want to see me anymore. I hate that I cant be normal and just leave when I'm not wanted. I am seriously f*$&$&$( right now.