I've been fighting addiction to alcohol since 2005. Longest clean time was 14 months. Currently 14 days sober in my most recent attempt. Something that's different for me this time, is that as I ended my last binge, I realized I didn't want to die. That seems to be helping my motivation in the early stages at least.
I've also started taking Antabuse, so I'd get really sick if I drink. I know it's not for everyone, but it really helps me.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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