I'm like anxious in that barely no one knows of my disorders with the exception of a few. I don't want to be looked at differently or judged. Maybe I've fooled myself into believing that I front well, but as it stands in my mind now, I can be at the precipice of a cliff in my mind, spinning out of control, faces changes in front of me, and I will do my damness to pull off "normal" until I'm alone again. It may or may not be the healthiest, but with the help of therapy I've learned to "ground" myself. If I wouldnt have learned this technique, I may be without a job by this point.