i feel like i shouldnt even bother trying anymore like no one actually cares nobody gives a damn. which is fine if they would let me go i dont even know if i can talk to my psychologist about this like i feel like there is no point trying anymore i dont think anyone can help me i can feel it like there iis something ripping inside me tearing reminding me that this is how it has always been and how it always will be i cant explain my world to people properly i dont even live here anymore i live in between the 2 drifting, falling, scrambling. but they are dragging me deeper away from this one every day. i have tried explaining this to my all my psychs but i dont think i can i dont think i fit into anything i just dont know what to do anymore maybe i should just give up but i dont know how to tell my psychologist.