summer is worse for me too- more depression, more anxiety, more hospital visits.

i just hate it.. not just the sun and the birds and all that crap, but it affects me in so many neggative ways- if it's not the agoraphobia causing me issues, it's the intense self harm- if it's not that, it's the mood shift, if it's not that, it's the long days and not knowing what the hell to do with them, if it's not that, it's the heat, it's always something

people think i'm weird because i don't like summer, but honestly, i've got good reason too... summer sucks