You will be ok. The fact that they specialize in BPD is great. You will get the right help instead of just babysitting. I will tell you it will be hard because they know all the tricks we play so be ready for them to help you even if it is not what you want it will be what you
NEED. They will also be very able to help with all of your intense emotions. Let them comfort and reparent you. At first I would guess it will be a lot of holding not specially physically but emotionally. It will be okay really it will. Try to relax and do some fun things for the next few days like eat ice cream go to a nice restaurant and have a nice meal. I would assume like all clinics the food will not be up to any restaurant standard.