Do you have a fear of death? Is it the same as a fear of dying?
I don't usually, but when I actually believe I'm very, very likely to die, I try to stay alive, but that's no fear of death. So, honestly, I think I don't fear death, but maybe I fear dying.
It would be unfortunate. That's all.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
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