I am attached to him and I have a lot of issues around attachment, closeness, abandonment. And, he denies not wanting to see me, he says that it's all in my head, that I'm doing this to myself, I am creating some kind of pattern. But, why suggest every session that I find another therapist? That is anxiety provoking. And when I tell him in response I'm worried he doesn't want to see me anymore because he keeps doing this stuff, he will just go at it even harder... "well if I'm creating all this anxiety, maybe you really should see someone else!"