I'm wore out today. Am lucky work is slow today. I don't know what to do about this. If I stop I'll win but with no ticket. I want to be pleasantly hypomanic again. Not irritable obsessive like last couple days. I feel sedated yet I took less risperdal last night bc have been so groggy this week & been asked at work twice this week if I'm OK. In a tone that is uncomfortable to me.