Ok - I think I've pondered the answer to my earlier question.

Maybe I'm experiencing the feeling of being in 2 "places" at one time.

There is a feeling that this isn't "real" - right now there is a very detached feeling. Maybe I'm experiencing the memory of the moment "cutting off" - going away.

Then -

There is an undercurrent of anxiousness and something else there that I can't put a word to. Could that be the rest of the memory that I can't see, but my body/emotions remember?

They don't feel like they are "together" but separate. It's like they are independent of each other.

Does that make any sense? I know it sounds "out there" but in my mind right now, it seems quite logical.

Thoughts?