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Old Jun 09, 2016, 01:47 PM
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Do you fear doing something (and maybe also you just don't want to do it) because it's the only thing that gives you hope?

I fear therapy for this reason. I also fear stability.

I also fear myself but I'm already being myself, so that's different. I do fear becoming someone else, though.

I'm hopeless, aren't I?

I had an appointment with my NP where I saw the first signs of hopelessness. I'm afraid that's gonna be a problem.

But this is not about me. What do you fear, because it gives you hope?
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