I´ve seen a Pdoc for about a year now and in the beginning I thought she was good to talk to and after some time she began prescribing antidepressants after I said I wanted to try if antidepressants could help me.

I´ve now tried several antidepressants without success, either they haven´t had any effect or they have given me side effects that made me stop taking them.

A while ago I got upset by her not telling me about an important side effect, weight gain, and I also got upset because I now have tried several meds and I began to feel hopelessness. I e-mailed my Pdoc about this and she seemed fine, she apologized for not having mentioned the side effect and I just e-mailed her back saying that I appreciated her answer.

But when I later on met her to talk to her in a meeting she showed what she really thinks about me. She has several times said that I´m a sensitive person in a negative way and she also said that SHE hadn´t reacted the way I did about the fact that she didn´t mention the side effects. You could say she uses "shaming" as a way to blame me for not succeeding with the meds.

Also, we have for some months had follow-ups around the meds through e-mail and she has earlier on written "hello" and "regards" and given comments about what I´ve told her about the current medication. In the latest e-mail she just wrote "Thanks for your answer". She didn´t even say "hello" or anything.

As before and as I´m within public health care I don´t have many options to see another Pdoc and as I already noticed how she reacted to me saying I was disappointed that the meds don´t work and that she didn´t told me about the side effect I don´t see it´s of much use to bring this to discussion.

I don´t see a good solution to all this.