Sinking, I'm glad you got the answers here that you did. I hope they did a little something to give you peace. I started looking at where everyone was from and all the people who have these long stays in specialized places are apparently overseas. Here, in order to do that you're talking about THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS, which I do not have. I'm jealous.
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Originally Posted by dancinglady
I will tell you it will be hard because they know all the tricks we play so be ready for them to help you even if it is not what you want it will be what you NEED. They will also be very able to help with all of your intense emotions. Let them comfort and reparent you.
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What is so frustrating is that sometimes I feel like I don't even know when I'm playing these tricks. SOMETIMES I do, but even then it's a matter of getting my point across in a way that I cannot seem to do with words.
About the reparent thing - I sort of feel like this is what my therapist does. I feel like he's telling me the things I should have been told, but wasn't. And for all of his comforting words, I really don't believe him anymore than I believe anyone else except for the beeotch in my head who not so surprisingly sounds like me.
I won't even tell you two the things I've thought of doing in the hopes that it would get me at least a month of time out.....